Thursday, January 22, 2015

Digital narrative


Gavin Sheets
1/22/15
Digital Literacy
              When considering my relationship with writing, one can clearly be defined as a love hate relationship.  Writing has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember and without it, there would be an empty gap in my life.  What is so tremendous about writing is how free you feel when you begin to write on a blank document.  It gives you a powerful and freeing feeling that allows you to put down something that actually matters to you.  The worst part of writing to me is when you cannot put down your true feelings; instead, you are forced to put down research and statistical findings.  Writing to me should be an opportunity to free your mind onto a piece of paper and write down what matters to you.  My whole life I have written and loved to write, however that does not mean that I am necessarily "good" at it.  This is where the hate part comes in.  I have always loved to write down my thoughts, but I have always hated to receive grades for what I write.  Writing is one of the most challenging things that one can do; even the best writers find flaws in their own pieces of work and take hours upon hours to edit what they have completed.  Writing should not be about how it is said, but instead it should be about what is being said. 
                As a boy I always loved writing and casting myself into a different world with a pad and paper.  I can still remember a story I spent a whole year writing called, "Gorillas vs. Humans World Series".  If I found the notebook now and read it, I am sure I would not only laugh at myself, but also have a hard time reading through the grammatical and spelling errors.  As a young kid though, none of that mattered to me, instead it was about getting lost in another world and writing down everything that came into your mind as it happened.  It was almost like I was writing down what I visualized in my head as it happened.  I was not worried about getting a good grade, or writing the perfect paper; instead, I was solely focused on having fun doing something I loved. I can still remember running up the stairs to my room, after a baseball practice or day of school, in pure excitement of adding something that I came up with while I was active.  I can still remember where I hid the notepad just in case somebody wanted to steal my ideas.  As you walk into my bedroom, my bed is on the left with a tiny desk next to it; in that desk is a small drawer that when you open it and lift up 4 pieces of paper you can fine my notepad.  Having that notepad gave me a sense of responsibility and something that I could be proud to call mine.  It also was something that was out of my usual circle, usually all it was to me was school and baseball, but this gave me something more. 
               Now that writing has become largely digital, although it is easier, does not nearly hold the same meaning to me as something that I can hold and hide in my drawer as a possession.  The convenience of digitally writing is there, but sometimes convenience is not always the best.  Writing has always been something I love to do, yes, I do hate having my writing graded and judged, but the enjoyment that I get from writing will not ever change.